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So I was working at the front when I heard someone by the elevator/mailroom whistling epona's theme song. When they go near the end of the chorus (the part you play via ocarina) I decided to chime in and continue the theme song. At first nothing but a repetition of the chorus. So I decided to chime in again and finish nthe song for them a second time. At the end of it I hear two dudes say "hehe" in a very reassuring manner as if they were pleased to hear a random person finishing their song. What better way to unify people than with zelda.

Sure did make my day.

If you wanna see me post something on happenings in my life lemme hear a HELL YEAH!!!!

no?
ok.

k well maybe later.
But for now a story involving me!

One time I was walking from chem to Ackerman and listening to the soundtrack to A link to the Past.
Right when the song that applies when he pulls out the master sword out of the forest, the wind started to blow SUPER hard.
No guys, I mean SUPER hard. Infer from that what you will.

Little known fact, A link to the past is the greatest game of all time. Everything else is downhill from there. Just thought I'd share that.

In the middle of trying to prepare for my upcoming physics lab, looking at this beautiful girl
3 tables ahead of my and listening to the white stripes, I came upon the conclusion that
this is probably one of the most stressful summers and/or times in a long time. Especially since
the stress has been extended throughout that entire summer as opposed to just a shorter period of time.

In between the strain of trying to find money for college, (which I've spent less time doing and more time worrying on)
dealing with idiotic students at the front desk, trying to decipher these unintelligible physics problems, and sticking people with
these fear inducing needles I've managed to gain stress in my romantic life as well.


I'd like to think I try my best to be patient with a lot of things. Whether it's waiting in line for a traffic violation, dealing with a useless coworker,
or a crappy internet connection, I feel like the fuse on me is significantly longer than quite a few. Yet still with all of the shit that's bearing down me I've found myself becoming less and less patient. I've got a lot to deal with, and I wish Gaby would actually try to think about that. Sometimes it feels like she doesn't seriously try to empathize with me or even anyone for that matter, and that I'm putting a lot of myself into a relationship that doesn't exist.



In many ways I feel people are aware of my patience and that they almost feel the need to abuse it. I'd understand if you have to choose
me over the irate customer giving you shit for parking at the desk, but sometimes it seems that's not the case. Sometimes it feels like people just abuse that characteristic of mine because they know they can rather than that they need to. I'm sure this is not always the case but still, it gets a little frustrating sometimes.

Either way I'm going to have to talk to Gaby, perhaps to end this thing between us but definitely to conclude on good terms. I'd hate
to turn into her scene-kid of an ex. I'll just have to wait when I'm not as pissed off.


On the brightside I got to spend my Sunday at home hanging out with Daniel. I realized I bit of A LOT this summer and it's been hurting
to chew this shit. I was able to pick up a new pair of running shoes, new socks, some insoles, a new Britta filter, some foot medicine, and a new pair of my fitted scrubs (thank goodness). All in all it was a good day, I just wish that I could extend that for a week. You'd think that if you have a week full of bullshit you'd get another week that's full the complete opposite. So I guess I'm waiting.


Hopefully I'll get to go with Elorahh to Disneyland this Wednesday. I'd really like, at least to get some more time away. I'm just too stressed


Well I guess that's all for now, Bye Bye.

bikes.urbanoutfitters.com

first holgas and now this. They just want to take everything away from me.

Daniel and I have concluded that most of the people who shop there are pricks.
and fucks.

So we drank in Elyess' room. Which was nice, despite the fact that i have a fucking ochem final
on Saturday and I have so much to catch up.
When I see Ed and Liz near each other I find it cute.

So I totally went to check what time I was supposed to donate platletes
and the dude there complimented me on my Mars Volta T-shirt. Too bad he's married.

But seriously, I'm pretty excited to be phlebotomist. Actually VERY excited.

I'm going to apply to DESMA, hopefully I get in.

Ok stuff's spinning, I'll post later.
I'm not wasted but I NEED to study.

WEEDNESDAY

Donating platlets is helping get through the year. The workers comp AND  15 gift tickets are super awesome!
I finally got to donate yesterday and really enjoyed the new platelet center in the Ackerman Union.
Just 3 more donations and I get a $50 gift card! I know that they sell my life force for shit loads more,
but how am I actually going to charge people? comon. That would be cool though.

I watched the uninvited while donating which was a terrible movie, and extermely predicatble. But I never got past those,
soley because Emily Browning is in it as WELL as Elizabeth Banks. Yeah, I'm not gonna care about the movie quality,
plus I get to see Emily Browning in her undies. Ok I knowi t's perverted, but she's super pretty!
Enough with that.


My work shift yesterday was terrible. People were being so fucking rude it isn't even funny.
Blahhh I need to keep studying for ochem.


bye.

I apparently have flu symptoms. This is good at all, and I have to work a midshift tonight, I'm sure my boos is cool with me sleeping.
I literally felt great earlier this day but two hours before my shift I was severly afflicted. I'm in so much pain right now.

Luckily I got to see Alyssa, whom I love very much.
I don't think you realize how amazing you are buddy. Whichever little boy is lucky enough
to be had by a woman like you ought to take a moment and appreciate it, or I'll haymaker them.

I love you so much Alyssa, you made my day.

Fuck I really can't handle this right now. Cool, I found my snowmand blankee.

It's so quiet here.
Luckily I went out with Chelsie on Tuesday which was a very pleasant surprise
since I was expecting to just sit around and jack off.  Plus native foods was really tasty :3

So I totally beat GoW on insane and am now shooting for RE5 on professional! how fun!
I just felt like posting since I'm not really doing jack shit.
On the bright side, I've been getting paid to do just that.
Jack shit.

I had and "escort" shift with Andrew yesterday which consisted of me sitting there playing world of
goo and sleeping the entire time. This is probably one of the coolest part-time jobs ever.

These midshifts have officially turned me into a night owl, which isn't so bad despite the fact
once school starts my schedule is going to suck.

Ok that's all I guess, I just felt like blogging about shit.

Man LS final...

Instead of studying yesterday, I beat RE5 on veteran with Martin.
Now I had to spend the whole day studying.
But on the brightside I forgot about a quote my LS teacher said until I listened to the podcast again.

"Here's Nicole Ricci, she's a mammal, and here she is gestating."

ok well I thought it was funny.

I bet reading another post in regards to the current state of things sucks huh?

Times are so tough and I've begun to feel the fear of being naked in the street.
And this feels real with the current state of my family.



I really want to do the things I want to do and see the things I want to see,
but I'm so tied by my blood. They keep saying that I can do what I want after college be we all
know that I'm going to come back and try to save them.

I just hate seeing my brother site there living in his own little world.
It's difficult for me to go home. What with my dad out of a job and our house in the red.
But with the rose colored glasses off, it feels like the world (especially back home) is getting darker and darker.
People I once knew and currently know are wasting their lives living in denial (family, friends) and it turned
into disappointment and fear. For my family I know I have to pick up their slack. I just wish my brother would grow up some days.
I've grown a little sick of it. It's sad to say, but I don't look up to him in the way most hoist thier older siblings as role models. If anything my role model is my age.


Recently I've formed a bit of frustration and disappointment with some friends back home like Daniel.
A bunch of things have occurred which have changed my image of him, and it sucks to see him go in this direction.
I've been meaning to talk to him about it, but things are stressful enough as they are. I don't know, we'll see when
one of your best friends ditches you to screw an ex- it starts to make you see where their priorities are.


I don't know where I'm going with all this, but I'm extremely scared with what will happen.
When I have to hear the words : "You'll be ok, you're strong." I begin to worry, because that means
there's much more for me to have to handle.


With such events, I've decided to spend my spring break at school. I'll pretty much be alone, but at least I'll get good hours and good money.
Maybe I can get friends to visit (?). Or not, nobody ever seems to want to. Shit I'm fucking exhausted.

I was supposed to go to the bartending school this morning, but I think I'll have to call and ask to come in during the evening.
I completely forgot about my midshift, and I'm struggling to stay awake. unprepared.



On a brighter note RE 5 is super awesome. I can't wait to finish the game in its entirety.




ok I'm done.